the orgo. II final is tomorrow....I really really really wanna do well....why can I not concentrate on studying? I am gonna be so upset if I do not do well. I also do not want to be 20. I want to stay a kid forever. I do not want anything to change. I really really really hope that my Auntie Rita is gonna be okay. I love her and never get to see her and that is my fault. I miss her.